Daddy was having fever of 38.4 His fever go up & down. Doctor told us if the fever hit up to 38 must straight admit to hospital. He refused to admit in. No matter how my mum & I try to talk to him, he just refuse to admit. I guessed it's because of money issue. I told mum that money is not an issue, most important it's the life!!! I seriously don't want anything happen to him at home. I don't mind paying for it. As long as he can live! Hopefully, his fever go down. 

Troubles after troubles..
Quarrels after quarrels..

What's wrong with my fucking life now? Why I can't have a good life like others? Am I fated to have this kind of life? Sighhz. I'm feeling very down recently.

Just got home not long ago. Super shaggg day for me! Had dinner with Jacelyn babe!

Happy Belated Birthday, Jacelyn! (:

Hope you enjoyed it. Although it's a delayed on the birthday treat. Thanks for the desserts treat! Had a good time talking to her. Enjoyed my thursday night with her!

    

Sleepy Thursdayyyyyy!

Yawns! Tired to the max! Slept only for 5hours! At work can't concentrate. Hahaha. Had mac's for lunch!

Criss cut fries!!!! Dope!

Gotta go google about my dad's cancer illness! To know what's going on. At the same time gain some knowledge!

Today I was on leave. Accompanied daddy to hospital to meet his kimo doctor to know more about his lung cancer illness. The doctor told us a lot of stuffs about cancer. He told us CANCER CANNOT BE CURE! The moment when he said that, my heart sink! But well all he need is medication to pro long his life. Medication only can pro long him for 1-2 years time depends on his illness condition. I feel sad about this but I can't do anything. Hopefully there's miracle!

Monday blues!

I'm feeling super duper tired right now. Sleepy eyes to work. Ytd I din have a good sleep. There it comes again. Woke up at 2plus am just to look at the time after that continue back to sleep. I guessed I only had 5 hours of sleep which is never enough for me. I've no choice to drag my feets to work. Super reluctant to do so! Due to this, I'm late for work. Ass got stucked on my bed for awhile. Alright, work is calling me back. Shall update again when I'm free. (: Stay tune for the next update! <3

It's been a while since I last updated my blog. The reason why I blog back again because something happened. I feel so depressed over it. I'm feeling lost. I really dunno what should I do. I'm not strong as what you think. The impact is very big. How can I face it? What can I do? Even I told my friends about it. They couldn't help me either. They only can give me words of encouragement. The rest I have to face it myself. I'm feeling really weak as day goes by. Nothing can be done now. I just have to accept the truth sooner or later. Is this fated this way? Sometimes, I wonder if time could rewind. I would cherish every moment to be with you.