It's been a while since I last updated my blog. The reason why I blog back again because something happened. I feel so depressed over it. I'm feeling lost. I really dunno what should I do. I'm not strong as what you think. The impact is very big. How can I face it? What can I do? Even I told my friends about it. They couldn't help me either. They only can give me words of encouragement. The rest I have to face it myself. I'm feeling really weak as day goes by. Nothing can be done now. I just have to accept the truth sooner or later. Is this fated this way? Sometimes, I wonder if time could rewind. I would cherish every moment to be with you.